Letter from Lillian Hein Remmick to her daughter Judy A. Remmick-Hubert
which is dated 3 June 1982:
When one sits down to write about ones childhood so many
memories, both good and bad, crowd ones mind and it becomes hard to chose
which to write about.
There were no radios or televisions and one seldom went to town so a
child's mind had room for imaginations and experiences that children today
miss completely.
Old Charlie
There were rides with my Mother in the surrey (one hose buggy) to the
country store. When my mother would get out to open the gates, I'd
get to say :"Getty-up" and drive through the gate and then I'd say "Whooh"
on the other side. At the age of three this was a great feeling. No
one ever told me that the horse (Charlie) was trained to do this
automatically.
Red Feather Hat
There were the days at the country store when Mrs. Folger I'm her
name sake and she and her husband were the owners of the country store) and
my Mother decided I needed a new bonnet for church. The one they choose
was of black velvet with a deep rose red velvet trim. Now, in the mean
time, I'd found a bright red feather lady's hat that I decided was my cup
of tea. Well, all my foot stomping and refusal of the hat the two of them
had chosen was of no avail and the next Sunday I appeared in church
with the black velvet bonnet.
Gift of Shoes
There were the black patent slippers trimmed with white patent leather
around the sole and heels which was from my God parents, Mr. and Mrs. G.
G. Gaub. My the shoes were snazzy.
I and a Dove
It was harvest time and in Montana it is a very hot time of
the year. In fact, the heat, it seemed to me, came up out
of the earth in a scorching my feet on this particular Sunday afternoon
as I walked down the dirt road toward the farm gate. As far as
I could see the earth was brown.
Looking down the hill I could see Cabin Creek was just a trickle
and directly beyond the creek bridge was a cut-bank through which
the road cut and beyond the brown hills merged one into another. The
ruts in the road were from the wheels of buggies, wagons and Model T Fords.
This activity had pulverized the earth and was like fine pastry flour.
This was where I was walking and letting the fine hot dust curl
up between the toes of my bare feet. Suddenly it seemed that time
was frozen and on the fence post to my left sat a snow white
dove with eyes more beautiful than any gems I've ever seen. The dove
and I looked at each other as through our souls merged for just a moment
and then the beautiful bird was gone and the motion of life had returned.
Such a perfect time.
Maggie's
Wedding
Then there was Maggie's [Magdalena's, Lillian's eldest sister]
wedding day which was at G. G. Gaub's house because there house
was larger then ours. All the kids had to eat in the kitchen which at
three and a half was disgusting and a "put be down" all rolled into one to
me. I couldn't understand why I should eat noodle soup in the kitchen while
the adults were eating and drinking all kinds of goodies. Well, I simply
refused to eat in the kitchen so as usual I got my way [after all this
was my God parents" house]. I was given a place at the table of the
adults and rank good apple cider and ate the good adult food. The poor
dumb kids were in the kitchen, I thought. After dinner I became
a kid again and we were outside rolling metal wheel hoops across the planks
in front of the granneries. Happily all of us were screaming and yellling
as the hoops bounced down the side and then on down the hill.
The Flood
There was a sudden downpour of rain one night. A could burst the
adults called. The results was a great deal of water came
pouring down from the hills in all directions. Within a short
time Cabin Creek had become a sea of rushing muddy water. Father awoke us
and told us that the water was rising up to house and we'd have to move to
higher ground which was into the granneries. "Not me, boy!"
I exclaimed, because Oscar [her brother] had told me about
all the mice that lived in the granneries and since I hated mice I decided
I'd take my changes with the flood. So, there I sat
and no one was going to be able to change my mind. We
[all remained with intent to escape if the water rose any higher than
the first step] spent a long time watching the water rise closer and closer
to the house steppes and the skies which were constantly lit up with
lightning followed by the clap of thunder which echoes all around. And
with the thunder came the roar of the wind and the pounding rain striking
everything with noise of one kind or another. If you've never been
in a Montana electrical storm, you've missed an experience in your life.
Luckily for us the water never rose beyond the first step.
Move To Sidney and The Lone Tree Fort
When I was three an a half years old, we moved onto the old Bell
place which had been the Lone Tree Fort.
I loved this old place with it's thick log walls... In the
parlor the windows had deep seats in which I could sit and when I was
older I'd sit there and read my books.
There was the large berry patches which produced lots and lots of berries
to be eaten with sugar and cream.
The large old barn held hundreds of doves [mostly grey] who built there
nests in the indentatations above the loft and near the roof's edge. I
would peer in and count the eggs and then watch the babies hatch and
grow.
The old massive lone tree was by the Lone Tree Creek in
which we'd wade during the summer and catch minnows.
There was a vast meadow around the Lone Tree Creek where in my
dreams I'd see the battle fought between the Russians and the Japanese
in the Russo-Japanese War [of 1905 fought on the east coast of Russia
of which many German-Russians had taken part]. This battle was very
real to me and the images had uniforms and artillery. I've often wondered
how as a small child of five years old could have had such vivid images
about battles of which I knew nothing about...
There was , also, a fenced grave sight up on the meadow closer
to the railroad tracks which I'd often visit in the spring when the irises
were in full bloom in the Spring.
Our house [fort] had an attic and I'd crawl into it where there
were many old relics and papers from the time when it was a fort.*
My Brown Bear
No one knew it but from the first night I had a great big brown
bear for a pet which I kept in the closet by day and allowed him out
only at night when no one else could see him.
Telegraph Messages
Near the house was a meadow and there I'd lay in the warm sun watching
the trains rushing passed this way than that way.
Near the train tracks were the telegraph wires. Now, these wires
were a great mystery to me. Since I had never been to a real post-office
where I understood someone collected the messages that went over the wires,
I had no idea how the messages traveled from town to town, so, I decided
the actual messages were in envelopes that traveled along these telegraph
wires. But then another mystery occurred. How did the messages
get by me and why didn't they get stuck at each telephone pole that seemed
would block the paths of the messages?
Now, I've barely reached the age of five and I've rattled on what seems
forever so I'll stop here for now and take a minute to visit the
babies grave in the glower garden. It was covered with bright red oriental
poppies under a tall tree.
Talk to you later.
Mom |